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movies and what not

“What is the significance of film/cinema to you?”

Cinema for me makes me forget about stress to enjoy and entertain myself. Films gives us that experience of love, laughter and a whole lot more. Films makes us feel we are are part of it and makes us wander. They create a feeling we have never experienced before.

TOP 50 ALL-TIME FAVORITE MOVIES

American Pie

American Pie 2

American Pie Wedding

American Pie Presents: Band Camp

American Pie Presents: The Naked Mile

American Pie Presents: Beta House

American Pie Presents: The Book of Love

American Reunion

Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle

Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay

A Very Harold and Kumar 3D Christmas

The Hangover

The Hangover II

Get Him to The Greek

Mean Girls

Easy A

The Avengers

Toy Story

Toy Story 2

Toy Story 3

Alice in Wonderland

The Vow

A Walk to Remember

Jerry Maguirre

Burlesque

Nightmare on Elm Street

Inception

Karate Kid

Charlie St. Cloud

Black Swan

Friends with Benefits

No Strings Attached

Love and Other Drugs

Due Date

Red

Love Actually

Macgruber

The Lovely Bones

Despicable Me

UP

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs

The Fast and the Furious

2 Fast 2 Furious

The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift

Fast and Furious

Fast Five

Paul

Just Go With It

Hall Pass

Arthur

TOP 50 MOVIES ON MY WISHLIST

Season of The Witch

Death Race

Death Race 2

The Roommate

Waiting For Forever

Beastly

The Hunger Games

Limitless

Cowboys and Aliens

Transformers

Transformers 2

Transformers 3

The Help

Real Steel

A Week With Marilyn

Mission Impossible 4

Girl With The Dragon Tattoo

MIB3

This Means War

Friends with Kids

Mirror Mirror

Dark Shadows

Nights in Rodanthe

Salt

Cowboy VS. Aliens

Brave

The Godfather

The Godfather 2

Pulp Fiction

Schindler’s List

The Dark Night

Fight Club

Wall-e

Braveheart

Pan’s Labyrinth

Million Dollar Baby

Seven Pound

Slumdog Millionaire

Ratatouille

A Beautiful Mind

Shutter Island

I Love Philip Morris

Brokeback Mountain

Think Like a Man

What to Expect When You’re Expecting

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I thought writing down top 50 of my all time favorite movies were too much but I want to add moreeeeeeee! :( I love movies that bad that’s why my top 50 for my wishlist is hard to think of. Searched the internet for this. Sorry. :)

MAY 12, 2012 3:45 A.M.

It’s May 12 and a few hours from now, I’ll be 20. And I’m not feeling happy. Things are fucked up and it’s really really complicated. I don’t know what to do. I’m really pissed off and somewhat sad of everything that’s been going on. I wanna drink. I wanna smoke. I wanna forget. DAMN. Even just for a while. I don’t want to be thinking about this every night. I want a night off of things. I want to tell people my problems but no one ever really care about my shit. I want to burst in tears but I don’t want them to know how weak I am. They’ve known me for being strong and comedic and not a drama queen. Well, as usual, I’d be keeping this by myself. I think I’d go crazy if I won’t let this out but I don’t care. Just as long as the people around me are happy and doesn’t get affected with what’s happening to me, I’m solved. ;)

mood 2 days ago: DEPRESSED

mood: DEPRESSED

I’ve never so depressed in my life. I would say this is the worst problem i have ever faced and I am praying to surpass all this trials that God gave me because I know he has better plans for me and my family. I want to forget even just this night. But how? :( I’m too broke to spend 70 pesos even just for a cheap bottle of alcohol. I have never felt so poor in my life. Even sacrificing my own future just to have money for my mother. Just to buy her medicine. I wanted to help so bad. But I guess being depressed and being drunk won’t solve any of my problems. I am trying my best to overcome this sadness and think of something to help my parents and myself. I’m really confused.

Philippines is such a poor country. Living in it makes me regret why I never chose living in USA and studying there. Partly because I thought my batchmates in highschool whom I called my friends will be there for me through thick or thin (of my body. LOL.). I always sacrifice myself for others who I think are worthy to be called my friend. Well it sucks. I got poor then bam, i’m nothing.